Reflecting

I'm sitting in here, in a cold living room , in my college accomodation, feeling absolutely miserable.

I wonder why ?

I just feel deflated . But it does make me think , about almost everything. Is it just me who has to feel low in spirit to reflect on things?

One bulb is working , there I am looking at the negative . One bulb is working , that's fecking excellent , better than most people. 

I have exams next week , no looking forward to it , still have no idea what I want to do with life.

Scary prospect , I just don't know what the hell I am doing with life , I just don't feel I am living it to the full .  

That's all for now , hopefully write more in better spirits.