What is it all about ?

It is a cold evening in Spring and I am wrapped up to the mouth . I am cold due to the fact there is a gaping hole in the window even when shut , also because it costs so much to have the heating on based on the last bill I got . I never thought I would be starting off this blog with an actual headache when I named it , I guess that is life just showing how quirky it is or how stupid I am to be staring at a bright screen whilst having a headache.
I am pretty sick today , not the best day for me to get sick , but I will try not to get into that now.

I think all the time. I think a lot more on these days, quiet monotonous days where I cannot stand a conversation as I am terribly sick . I step back and look at my life . I question myself.
Where am I going wrong ? What am I doing right ? What is the point of it all ? What IS the point of it all ?

Over the last few years I feel as though I have developed as a person . I feel I know who I am , but still have those moments of doubt.

I am going to use this blog to explore my endless headaches and trill seeking and try to explore these questions and in doing so explore me. I also want to give my view on certain topics , but one hurdle at a time .